The Pharmacist
A story about coercion
Another important story from a reader.
I am so grateful that some of you are taking the time to write stories that are not only interesting and relevant, but more importantly useful to others. We will forget everything but the stories.
The previous story was about a mother’s journey with childhood vaccination. This one is a mother’s story with the covid jab. It’s really a story of coercion, told in detail.
Links and emphasis have been added by me, and I’ll share some thoughts at the end.
If you’d like to send me your story, you can do so here: unbekoming@outlook.com
And now over to The Pharmacist, with thanks:
“I had nights when I was scared to go to bed because I was afraid that I wasn't going to wake up from some sort of a CV (cardiovascular) event, and worst of all it would be one of my children who would find me.”
I thought I would share my story. It's certainly not as tragic as many others, but perhaps it will go to show that there are varying levels of impact, not just "disabled".
I'm from the Midwest US and grew up in a pretty traditional middle class family. I lost my mom to cancer in my mid-30's. I'm a pharmacist. I've worked in the pharmaceutical industry for decades, mostly supporting autoimmune diseases. So much of how I reacted to everything that went on, even early on, is really because of my combined experiences.
I watched, with great interest, the reporting of much of COVID. I noticed very quickly that the bad cases tended to be in the elderly, not unlike the flu. I also noticed that not much else was provided with details about "who" was at risk. With my training in "clinical trial evaluation" it was quite concerning to me that telling who was at risk was neglected and it would eventually take reporters or statisticians to seek and analyze reports to identify those risk factors. So, why was that being hidden? Once the "15 days to slow the spread" orders came out, I told my kids that we were doing this - not because I was afraid but because I didn't want anyone saying we didn't do our part. However I was pretty adamant that once the 15 days were done, we were too. I was NOT going to live my life in fear, and I was NOT going to teach my children to live in fear. I also highly doubted there was any efficacy for masks to prevent a tiny respiratory virus from spreading. I had concerns about limiting exposure to environmental antigens and what it would do to immune systems. I started to really pay attention to immunology with a different lens.
Initially, I thought about volunteering for the vaccine trials, but since I was a single mom with teenagers, they expressed concern if something happened to me. So, while I thought "Nothing ever happens to me and I will be ok", I respected their wishes and didn't sign up. In a strange coincidence, my 2nd Shingrix dose was due right as the lockdown started, so I waited 2 months before going in (August 2020). I had decided to get this vaccine because I'd taken care of my elderly grandfather when he had shingles in the 1990's and really didn't want to experience THAT. I'd had no problems with that first dose, so didn't expect anything with the 2nd. Boy was I in for a surprise. I had worse "flu-like" symptoms than I'd ever had with the actual flu. Things went pretty well until the summer of 2021. I was playing yard games and had a piercing; white-eye blinding pain shoot down the back of my right arm that dropped me to the ground from the pain. Every time I would try to use my right arm in a throwing motion or lift anything above my head, the pain would come back; sometimes the same gut retching pain, sometimes just a bad ache that would linger. Much of the lingering felt like a "stiff neck" that just wouldn't get better. The worst was being woken in the middle of the night, feeling like someone was dragging a knife down the back of my arm, and then not being able to find any comfortable position to relieve the pain, let alone sleep. I spent many nights "sleeping" in a rocking chair. From what I read, and from a couple of specialists that I'd spoken with, there actually isn't a whole lot that could be done. As a health care provider myself, I decided to "treat myself" as I'd gotten pretty good at finding ways to relieve the pain or avoid situations that caused it to happen, so I didn't see the purpose of spending my precious health care dollars.
One of our communities had a street market a few weeks later. A chiropractic group was demo-ing an EMG technology to help determine "deficiencies”, so I stopped. During our discussion I brought up that my neck and shoulder had really been a mess ever since "that damn shingles shot". It was there that I first learned about the new warnings for Guillain Barre with Shingrix, and he noted that he sees people with similar complaints following this vaccine quite frequently. I started to research and read. I found case reports of something called "Parsonage Turner Syndrome" (PTS) and the light came on - what was being described was almost exactly how I felt.
Unfortunately, this is almost the same time when the vaccine mandates started to appear. I worked for "Big Pharma" and amazingly they announced on a company call that, yes indeed, mandates would be coming from the government, and they would be requiring all employees to be vaccinated (with a process for "exemptions"). I knew that my position was going to be eliminated, so rather than try to find another place internally, I began to search for a new place, and quickly found a great match for my background and things that I wanted to do to help patients. It wasn't until the day before my start date - 6 weeks after I accepted the offer and signed paperwork that did NOT include language about a vaccine mandate - that I was told that this company had also implemented the exact same mandate.
I scrambled to try to get a medical exemption (although admittedly I didn't make putting in a request to the company a priority as I became fully engaged in my onboarding and other training). I was pleasantly surprised when my GP readily signed one for me after listening to my background. I submitted the exemption request along with an actual "story" of what had happened as I'd been hearing that approval was more likely with real, personal stories. Wrong. The excuses were myriad - my symptoms didn't fit any of the CDC-defined exclusions, the GP didn't say that SHE thought that my symptoms (still unresolved completely) were exemption worthy (i.e. she just signed the form), my job would require face-to-face interactions and those institutions would require vaccination, it didn't matter that I had no risk factors for severe COVID (because of all of the reasons eventually found to be not true about the vaccines), and unbelievable to me - the attorney who was telling me that I had to do this or lose my job admitted it was because me not being vaccinated put the company at risk of losing Federal funding. They gave me 24 hours to answer and 1 week to actually provide proof of vaccination. With the current environment of vaccine mandates for all health care positions, I didn't know how I would be able to get another job that didn't require vaccination. So I agreed.
December 8, 2021, was the day. I did take the I-Prevent protocol from FLCCC, so I at least had that knowledge to provide a bit of courage. I also had my "scientist - let's see what will happen" mentality. I went to a local pharmacy that had the J&J available. I'd not found a single case of PTS with this brand while I'd found 1 or more, either in the medical literature or on the Facebook support group page, with all of the others. I also didn't have risk factors for blood clots, and was concerned about having to get more than 1 dose of anything, so I felt this was really my best option. When I went to the pharmacy and the technician asked me "which arm" I asked him what he thought - I had PTS in the right arm and had been in a car accident in 1989 resulting in left shoulder injury? He didn't ask about symptoms or do any sort of "medical inquiry" and also didn't discuss any potential adverse events - just proceeded to tell me how "safe" the vaccine is. So, in it went into my right shoulder (because I really didn't want TWO damaged shoulders, even if I am right-handed).
By the end of the night, I was feeling light headed - I was prepared for the "flu-like" symptoms that many healthy people were describing. By the next day the dizziness and light-headedness were worsening and instead of "flu-like" symptoms I started to experience what I called "heart jabs". I've had pleurisy in the past with severe URI's (seen by a doctor when I was young, and the first episode really scared me) so I was relatively familiar with that feeling and knowing that it wasn't life-threatening. But it wouldn't go away...every day it was getting more frequent and more severe. Finally, 9 days after the vax, I couldn't take it anymore and called my GP. She requested that I go to urgent care or to the local heart center, which I did. Of course, they said no heart attack, no changes in EKG, nothing notable on CXR (although no previous ones to compare to) and stated it was "musculoskeletal pain" even though there was no movement that induced the heart jabs. They sent me home with nothing but "good wishes".
I decided to really take it easy the next day. As I was laying on the couch, trying to figure out if there was any pattern or something to discern what these "heart jabs" were, I started to notice a bump on my lower lip. Pretty soon there was another, and another and another. I have never had a cold sore in my life, even though family members have. These didn't act or look like what I'd seen or talked to others about when they'd asked me, as a pharmacist, to recommend treatment. By the 2nd day (a Sunday), my lower lip looked like pus-filled lesions and hurt even with the smallest movements associated with talking. I'd noticed lesions in my gum line as well, and I couldn't eat anything or brush my teeth without my gums starting to bleed - leaving me spitting significant amounts into the sink. I called my GP on Monday, and they again sent me to urgent care - no office appointments for "urgencies". I did have to wait a bit, however. I had a call with my company's HR department to put a "letter in my file" noting that I was not IMMEDIATELY compliant with getting vaccinated. I was almost laughing because of knowing that I'd just been in the ER with chest pain and was now going to urgent care with my lip looking like it was rotten meat, and they were putting a letter in my file for not immediately getting the agent that was causing me all of these issues. To this day I still have not told them. Anyway, my lip and mouth were so bad that they couldn't tell if it was a "cold sore" or shingles, but obviously a herpes virus and treated the same way so it didn't matter. In just 5 days my family was going to be flying to visit my dad for Christmas, and between the heart jabs and the terrible lip pain, I wasn't sure how I was going to make it, especially having to wear a mask on the plane.
I did gradually improve - lip wise - so that I felt ok going. It was still noticeable, and I was still having issues with bleeding gums, but no one said anything thankfully. I was still taking the I-Prevent medications, so I was hoping that the dizziness and heart jabs would start to resolve. One month later I read a tweet by Aaron Kheriaty that caused me to send a personal message to him noting what I was experiencing. He kindly referred me to myfreedoctor.com. It took me about 2 weeks to finally get through, but I was prescribed meds and FINALLY things started to turn around. Again, as a pharmacist with clinical trial experience, I know how to think about symptoms and relation to both being caused by an intervention and being relieved by an intervention. I KNOW that it was the prednisone, ivermectin and colchicine that finally turned the tide for me. I have continued on aspirin and NAC ever since, but haven't had "heart jabs" since probably May. The blisters on the lips have continued to emerge approximately every 2-3 weeks. I went to a dermatologist who confirmed this was a herpes simplex activation and reluctantly admitted that she's seeing it a lot following the vax... and gave me valacyclovir with multiple refills.
Finally, my shoulders. About 2 months after the vax I had the same sharp pains recur, but this time in my left shoulder. I would say it hasn't been as severe as after the Shingrix, but I have had sleepless nights with horrible aching. Nothing ever really happens in such a consistent manner that I'm willing to spend my health care dollars on a wild goose chase when I read the experiences of others on the Facebook support page.
Oh, and the kicker - I got COVID exactly 30 days after the vaccine. I'd spent all of this time from the onset of the pandemic through being unvaccinated and not having any symptoms of even a cold, and only 30 days later I get COVID... it was just a bad cold for me, and I took the I-Care protocol (using Quercetin instead of IVM or HCQ), but with my lack of risk factors, I don't think I would have ever had a severe course of the infection. So in no way am I giving the vax credit. Of interest, I emailed HR and asked if I was "required" to report COVID+ (even though I'm field based and rarely left my home - not because I was afraid, just because there really wasn't any place to go). The answer eventually was "yes" and when I responded "I'm COVID +" there was all kinds of worry and concern - but not one person showed any worry or concern about whether or not my medical condition worsened following their denial of my medical exemption.
Many ask why I haven't said anything about all of the events. In company emails they were stating that once the CDC required boosters, they also were going to require boosters, so they were asking everyone to "be prepared" and go ahead and boost and update the vaccine tracker. I decided that once they mandate again will be the time that I bring up what happened because now I will NOT comply and will make them fire me. I've reported through VAERS all of my events, and have medical records to back up the various visits.
I think ultimately what made me decide to share this is not really the physical part of the symptoms, but rather the emotional toll it took on me. I had nights when I was scared to go to bed because I was afraid that I wasn't going to wake up from some sort of a CV event, and worst of all it would be one of my children who would find me. I still have some rare dizzy events that may be consistent with POTS, and whenever that happens there is that renewed concern about something bad happening and my children being the ones to find me.
On a positive note, what I do know is now I am going to fight tooth and nail against any mandates, especially in our youth.
So many threads here:
For starters, this is a story from a trained medical professional, someone who understands pharmacology far, far better than the average doctor.
It’s a story straight from an industry insider. I looked her up, she has had a significant and senior career with Big Pharma.
It’s a unique story of two separate vaccine injuries, not just the covid jab.
It’s a story of absolute fascist coercion. I use that word correctly as government and industry have come together against the citizen. That is the primary expression of fascism. If you are in doubt, read up on Umberto Eco. I found the thread of Federal funding as a corporate influence especially interesting.
It’s a story of a single mother deciding to play Russian Roulette with a loaded syringe to feed her two kids.
She took as much precautions as anyone knows how to take by using the FLCCC protocol as a preventative and risk reducing step. I have no doubt that the FLCCC guidance has helped to minimise the damage.
It’s a genre of jab injury story that will get no airtime, even though some version of this has happened to TENS OF MILLIONS of people around the world. It’s not a story of death or severe disability, which are the stories that are getting some airtime, if they get airtime at all.
As I was reading the thread about “15-days to flatten the curve” in the story, I reflected on Senger’s recent writings about Birx, and how she knew it was a lie, even as she manipulated Trump into greenlighting the US lockdowns:
Birx proudly recalls using “flatten-the-curve guidance” to manipulate the President’s administration into consenting to lockdowns that were stricter than they realized:
On Monday and Tuesday, while sorting through the CDC data issues, we worked simultaneously to develop the flatten-the-curve guidance I hoped to present to the vice president at week’s end. Getting buy-in on the simple mitigation measures every American could take was just the first step leading to longer and more aggressive interventions. We had to make these palatable to the administration by avoiding the obvious appearance of a full Italian lockdown. At the same time, we needed the measures to be effective at slowing the spread, which meant matching as closely as possible what Italy had done—a tall order. We were playing a game of chess in which the success of each move was predicated on the one before it.
So, to conclude: If you have taken the initial one or two doses and have survived serious injury, look up to the sky and thank whoever you think is looking out for you.
And then simply decide to never, ever, again inject yourself with this shit.
I'd like to see the process started for whatever we do with murderers with malice aforethought, racketeers and traitors. What's the hold up? You like having your loved ones deliberately contract murdered for profit?
There has to be a billion more stories like this… but we are all either brainwashed or ashamed we took one for the “team”. What a BS saying right. “Just say no!” Would be the obvious exemplary way to move forward for everyone regardless b/c if they have no one to fill jobs mandatory injections will have to go away. F$CK!!! Yes! Still swearing about this for me and the entire planet.