Maybe, but right now the Expose is also published it, almost the same and Hughes also pushed it on one of his new videos. I am curious what is the reason that the same info is coming from many places at almost the same time. Why everyone is suddenly obsessed to explain the hidden meanings behind the Truman Show?
This is gutting me. I'm a nurse in a hospital, I specialize in lactation. I know what's happening. I'm living this out at work. I do cautiously bring up That Which Shall Not Be Noticed to families when I think they might possibly listen to me. I will say that most families I have brought it up to have been receptive. I can think of 2 or 3 that were not receptive. I am very careful about who I say something to and I literally pray before my appointments for God to give me an obvious moment to bring it up if I should.
If families are not vaccinating, I look for an opening to bring it up so I can encourage them.
I am a Christian and God is my solace in this awful situation. I pray to be shown if I should leave this line of work altogether. I don't know what my future will be in medicine. I don't know how long someone can make it medicine once they have seen the man behind the curtain. I know viruses don't exist. I know all vaccines are harmful. I watch in real time daily at work what happens to the babies when they're vaccinated. Of course they can't feed well once they get the Hep B. Inevitably, they leave the next day having to bottle feed formula and then mom must start pumping to bring in her supply. We literally HAVE TO make this plan because the babies don't have the strength to feed at the breast. They also become so sleepy from their jaundice (AKA their livers processing the poisons).
The other piece I have seen is also the pediatrics clinics. I worked in one for a while in lactation. It was destroying me in real time. I sat 4 feet from a refrigerator full of vaccines. I heard a cacophony of cries the entire day of the children being injected. I had to leave.
I pray for God to direct me and give me discernment as to what I should do next. As well as for his protection as I speak the words I'm not supposed to speak.
My solace is the families that I know stopped vaccinating because of our conversations. I never would have met them if I hadn't been in the role.
Attacking our children – A System That Feeds on Naivety
The violence is not dramatic.
It is procedural. It is polite. It is evidence-based machine orientation.
It happens in clean rooms with framed diplomas and softened voices.
A child enters as a living field of possibility.
The child leaves as a case – a machine to be repaired forever.
The Replacement of Ecology With Chemistry
A child is not a malfunctioning adult, a machine. A child is a self-regulating organism embedded in a relational and ecological matrix. The child is the most intact expression of organismic intelligence we will ever encounter.
Play regulates the organism. Movement calibrates perception. Curiosity seeks new knowledge. Social attunement organises physiology and social range.
But none of this is billable.
So when the organism protests confinement, we substitute environment with chemistry, shame and slavery.
Instead of restoring complexity, we dampen expression – silences the child – gagging the joy.
Instead of asking what conditions distorted the signal, we mute the signal.
We do not repair the ecology. We chemically – pharmacologically enforce adaptation with “unknown” harm and death.
The System That Holds It Together – Psychopathy at the structural level
Here is the harder truth.
Such a dark system cannot sustain itself on “science/ideology” alone. It requires psychological infrastructure.
It requires naivety and sacrifices. It requires negation. It requires corruption and moral rot.
It requires professionals who believe protocol equals morality.
It requires intellectual conformity dressed as rigor.
It requires the absence of self-reflection at institutional scale.
This is how psychopathy at the structural level operates—not through theatrical evil, but through emotional detachment from consequence.
Intellectual rot sets in when critical inquiry is replaced by allegiance to framework. When data is permitted only if it confirms prior assumptions. When curiosity and playfulness—the very trait we extinguish in children—is unwelcome inside our institutions.
thx Horsea. im sending you good vibes here from bavaria.
When dealing with psychopathic dark reality orientations, gangsters, murderers in charge of a country/institutions, we must act with merciless counter power/attack.
Tyrants, coercive controllers, and predatory regimes and traditions do not negotiate with vulnerability. They escalate until stopped. This is observable at every scale:
narcissistic abusers escalate when boundaries are gentle or delayed
authoritarian regimes escalate when resistance is symbolic but non-disruptive
predatory institutions escalate when accountability lacks consequence
In such conditions, inaction is not neutrality—it is participation in harm.
The Necessity of Action: Directed Aggression as Restoration of Reality
Dark reality orientations persist not only because they attack feeling and experience, but because they exploit a widespread confusion about anger, aggression, and restraint. In many traditions—religious, political, and therapeutic alike—aggression is treated as inherently pathological. This misunderstanding is itself a feature of domination.
I wish I had had a lactation consultant like you. It would have saved me and my sons from lifelong harms that I only recognized after the damage was done.
May God bless and protect you and give you direction for your future.
Thank you. What's hard is--how do you say it in the moment to someone who has never considered it? It's like--how do you poke through the paradigm but not lose their trust in the process? The job they come to see me for is to make a feeding plan etc, help with techniques and I don't want to lose their trust on that portion of my job.
I have developed a few ways to say something without saying it outright. For example, I will mention that sometimes babies will experience "a setback to their feeding" after they get "shots." I specifically say shots and not vaccines as I think it's less inflammatory. And I'll say "think of how you feel when you get a flu shot, super tired and want to sleep all day, that's how they feel too, but they're even smaller than us." And I'll say "it doesn't mean we won't do them, but it's good to know what to expect." Basically I say all that to hedge myself. And my main purpose with that is to just open up the IDEA ITSELF that vaccines CAUSE physical reactions so that maybe later that seed will sprout in their minds and grow.
I wish someone had told me as well. Anyone! It was the opposite. I brought up concerns for one of my kids because something happened right after a shot and I was still dismissed and told to keep to the schedule and to come in for extra appts to "catch up."
I have found homeopathy for myself and my kids and it is the only thing that has truly brought healing. We go to a professional. I highly recommend finding one if you're dealing with vaccine injuries. 🙏🏼🙏🏼 Blessings to you.
Congrats. And let us hope your prayers will be answered. While I'm here, I hope all readers understand that vaccinating is not the only severe stress which would induce difficulty in nursing a baby. Infant circumcision has been proved to be just as bad if not worse. With circumcision, the bond between mother and son is broken forever no matter how hard everyone tries to look the other way. The brain and body know.
There are to my knowledge private, self-employed lactation consultants. You can do this on your own and have freedom to say what you want.
I only figured it out because of what happened to my own kids. Once the proverbial "scales fell from my eyes" it became so plain to see. It's not the answer to every pediatric ailment but wow does it make SOOOOO many things make sense.
I cannot imagine how conflicting and stressful your position must be at times, and I applaud your efforts to plant the seeds! You are changing/saving lives! I am grateful for people like you in the medical field, and I hope that our future sees more courageous doctors and nurses speaking out the truth on the harms of vaccines and pharmaceutical products. ❤️💙🙏
Virology is a essentially a failed science and the methods that virologists use to show that viruses exist at all are fundamentally flawed. Illness exists and is plainly observable. But "viruses" don't cause illness. Look at the work of doctors Tom Cowan, Sam Bailey, Mark Bailey, and Andrew Kauffman as well as reseachers Mike Stone (of ViroLIEgy--on substack) and Jamie Andrews. There's also a group called The Perth Group which organized around this during the HIV/AIDS era. There's also the work of Dr. Stefan Lanka The most complete book on the topic is called Virus Mania. Another book in the same vein that's highly readable is "Can You Catch a Cold?" By Daniel Roytas. Or listen to podcasts by any of these people.
When I first encountered the idea I was sure it must be false. But I'm a curious person and a few months later the concept kept popping into my mind and I decided to pull on the thread. If you dig in, get ready to be a social pariah if you bring it up to friends and family. 😂 And honestly, I don't bring it up much to anyone. It's too out there for most people to even consider. But I have read enough to be satisfied with the fact that viruses do not exist and are not the cause of disease.
Ok, I do love to read, and I’m absolutely up for digging into obscure subjects. I will check this stuff out! Might take a year to finish it, but that’s ok
Asking that question before you have investigated whether viruses actually exist or not is the equivalent of handing back the Truman Show's metaphorical fallen studio light before having examined it properly. For example, it is not necessary to establish who is guilty of a crime in order to establish that a wrongly accused person is innocent. The existence of viruses and the cause of disease are two related but separate questions. Conflating them only leads to confusion.
When the evidence for the existence of viruses is critically examined, it is found to be inconclusive at best and downright fraudulent at worst. Furthermore, there is absolutely no evidence showing that the claimed microscopic particles dubbed viruses are guilty of causing disease. On top of which, hundreds of experiments designed to prove that these as yet unproven viruses are then transmitted between people have, over a period of two centuries, all spectacularly failed to achieve a positive result. Thus, contagion is shown to be but a failed theory which seeks to explain the accurate observation that certain symptoms do appear to occur in clusters, but has in fact proven itself to be false.
At this point in your research, you will have cleared out all the debris of deception and error, and will find yourself standing in an empty studio set, ready to ask what then actually causes disease.
The answer to that, sadly, is that having wasted so much time lost in error, fraud and illusion, we still don't know for sure.
Before truth can be found, the lies that occult it must be exposed. Until we can dispel the murderously toxic mess that is virology, upon which all modern medicine is based, we will not be able to address the true cause of disease.
Fear of ill health has always provided fertile ground for snake oil peddling charlatans, who profit infinitely more from causing disease than curing it. So, of course, there are many alternative theories out there. Some like New German Medicine or Terrain theory look promising. Others are just more fear inducing mumbo-jumbo like virology. Proceed with caution.
The homeopathic model of illness and health makes the most sense to me. There are many possible triggers for an acute illness--fatigue, shock/fright, spoiled food, mental and emotional strain, malnutrition, fear, etc. The homeopathic model seeks to strengthen a person's constitution so they can better cope with any situation they encounter.
I was in a pretty bad state of health when I first encountered homeopathy. I went to see a professional after feeling like I had exhausted all other avenues. I TRULY did not think it was going to work. Well, it did work! I used to have daily headaches, terrible GI issues and I had to eat a super restrictive diet. Now headaches are gone, I can eat all foods again without reacting, no GI issues. And the anxiety that plagued me is much improved.
Highly recommend finding a homeopath to help you if you're facing any health issues!
The usual acute illnesses are a cleanout, a detox, a rebalancing. Nature at work, trying to keep you going (though I am sure that Nature wonders whether ungrateful humans deserve this second chance.) Those whose bodies are so weak that they can't produce these beneficial though unpleasant events are unfortunate indeed.
May God Blesd you! If only more like yourself would have your courage and do what you are doing.
I myself found through my researching. And in my very small way I too have passed on to my customers the title of books that the pregnant couples should put on their priority reading list . Some I hear back from and thank me.
Every little bit is helpful. If you and I did not have the contact then we could not make thais difference in keeping these kids safe! Keep going. You are doing God’s Work. The opportunities present to us, by God’s hands. And you have acted. God is strengthening you. Maybe h you ou are not getting “ an answer” because he’s already told you what you should be doing. You know in your heart the reward. You saved parents and their children from a life less perfect than God intended for them.
Hopefully others read this and realize that passing out the knowledge for informed consent is the BEST GIFT OF THEIR LIVES.
If most doctors don’t do it then we must try and do this.
God wants Truth,
Be Brave People. You must be Brave. No one is going to come and save us.
My daughter was born in 1987 and by some miracle I chose a family doctor who told us he did not recommend giving the shots that were considered normal at that time. It was many years later when I learned about the laws that protect the vaccine industry... not the children...passed in 1986. Our family physician obviously knew about that and had the wisdom to understand what it meant! He is no longer with us, but I wish I could thank him! 🤗
Attacking our children – A System That Feeds on Naivety
The violence is not dramatic.
It is procedural. It is polite. It is evidence-based machine orientation.
It happens in clean rooms with framed diplomas and softened voices.
A child enters as a living field of possibility.
The child leaves as a case – a machine to be repaired forever.
The Replacement of Ecology With Chemistry
A child is not a malfunctioning adult, a machine. A child is a self-regulating organism embedded in a relational and ecological matrix. The child is the most intact expression of organismic intelligence we will ever encounter.
Play regulates the organism. Movement calibrates perception. Curiosity seeks new knowledge. Social attunement organises physiology and social range.
But none of this is billable.
So when the organism protests confinement, we substitute environment with chemistry, shame and slavery.
Instead of restoring complexity, we dampen expression – silences the child – gagging the joy.
Instead of asking what conditions distorted the signal, we mute the signal.
We do not repair the ecology. We chemically – pharmacologically enforce adaptation with “unknown” harm and death.
The System That Holds It Together – Psychopathy at the structural level
Here is the harder truth.
Such a dark system cannot sustain itself on “science/ideology” alone. It requires psychological infrastructure.
It requires naivety and sacrifices. It requires negation. It requires corruption and moral rot.
It requires professionals who believe protocol equals morality.
It requires intellectual conformity dressed as rigor.
It requires the absence of self-reflection at institutional scale.
This is how psychopathy at the structural level operates—not through theatrical evil, but through emotional detachment from consequence.
Intellectual rot sets in when critical inquiry is replaced by allegiance to framework. When data is permitted only if it confirms prior assumptions. When curiosity and playfulness—the very trait we extinguish in children—is unwelcome inside our institutions.
I could have been the grandmother in your story, but for Covid. The Covid deception I saw through your essays and the essays of others like you truly opened my eyes. I was able to convince my daughter and son in law and I now have a completely unvaccinated year old grandchild. She will never get a vaccine and didn’t even get the vitamin K shot. I am so grateful to you.
This is the most beautifully and creatively written essay I have read. The comparation is mind blowing. Not to mention the content… Thank you for this reading delicacy.
Wow! This is incredible. Before I was even pregnant with my daughter, I had an overwhelming feeling to not vaccinate her. I was met with immediate resistance, anger and shaming. But something within me would not let up. I had never read a thing, received ALL of my vaccines as a kid (and developed Crohn's disease at aged 7) and had no reason to not vaccinate her. But I stuck to my guns, eventually began reading and was utterly shocked at this barbaric practice. My daughter is 16 years old, completely healthy and has not one vaccine in her body.
..."The people inside the office are not lying"...they are more brain dead than the mother and they are lying to themselves if they believe that toxic vaccinations are the fountain of health and long life. Pure and simple, never mind the subtle game show that is playing out.
There is no firm evidence anywhere that can support poisoning a baby, young child or an adult with vaccines and even drugs as a means to promote health and longevity. Vaccinations are quite insane and both the medical staff and the parents are duped into participating in this utterly gruesome and torturous ritual.
For the staff...the fear of losing an income. For the parents...the fear of losing a child to some ridiculous virus or disease. Is living is these kind of fears providing the richness of living a satisfying and honest life? Never watched "The Truman Show".
What becomes ubiquitrous and ruthless amongst the vaxxed that BELIEVED in the whole CoronaPrank is yelling and screaming about the money! They cannot envision that there are so many others that are in the same situation, so they consolidate their lives, mainly economic.
Even many those that understand they have been "had" cannot think beyond this consolidation: many have ignored the sovereignty questions because these questions are not proffered in education, so they are unable to articulate.
Think of how the Canadian Trucker Protest was ended: by the invoking the Ukraine Project... and a year later, the Genocide of Palestinians. Since people gave up on themselves they do not have the compassion to understand what others are enduring, especially when they are not self-inflicted, like wars and genocide.
Wow! What an excellent essay. A gem. Thank you for articulating so perfectly the insanity of the Childhood schedule and the reasons it continues without most people questioning it. I remember during the PLANdemic a conversation with my sister trying to explain to her how it was planned and it was fake "we are in week 54 of two weeks to flatten the curve". She turned to me, rather aggressively, and said "If that was true, everyone would have to be in on it." Exactly. Thank you again. LOVE your posts. You do not mince words.
"If that were true, everyone would have to be in on it". It's like a script line, given to everyone through the propaganda machine. Who, among us, haven't had that response, those very words?
The thing is, "everyone would have to be in on it" is not even true. Only those at the top levels need to be in on it. The rest of them, many of whom are good-hearted people who sincerely want to help, just need to believe in the system and not question it.
Well, yes and no. As we learned from the partial release of the Epsten files, the Covid fraud was planned back in 2007. They needed to get the majority of the institutions on the planet on board with this plan i.e. University administrators, unions, school boards, hospital administrators, corporate CEOs, etc. And if need be, in that span of 13 years, install their own guards to enforce the fear mongering and the mandates. It was a top-down directive. Of those guards, some were coerced through payments, some went along because they are psychopaths, some just obedient...
Financial pressure from above seems to be extremely effective on the typical medical professional who is heavily indebted and cant make money without permission from big institutions. Plus people stake their reputation on the system, so to question it would undermine their own identity, and they cant risk it. Seemed like the most outspoken skeptic doctors were older and peobably financially independent.
There is another side to that web of relationships that act as guards. They also act as social proof. I for example had few to none of these sunk costs or relationships, but that simply made me easy to dismiss as a crank. No amount of statistical or probability theory arguments can sway somebody who who just insists on believing what their tribe or their tribe believes. It really was like talking to religiuus fundamentalists. Nothing could sway them.
The more I learn, the more I realise that trust and scepticism aren’t opposites—they need each other. The goal isn’t to distrust people. It’s to remain curious, ask better questions and let the evidence lead, even when it’s uncomfortable. I think that’s a principle worth applying far beyond medicine.
Yes, indeed. Curiosity is a positive trait. People who quote "curiosity killed the cat" as a warning leave off the rest of the aphorism — "but satisfaction brought it back."
I have always found “The Truman Show” to be disturbing. I felt conned after watching it; perhaps because it demonstrated the con of the world we live in.
My Son had 6-8 pediatricians growing up. I never trusted any of them.
This essay does describe human behavior. However, seeing what is happening now, the chaos caused by competing narratives, more information about rigged scientific studies and doctors coming out of their cocoons and talking about their careers, people are experiencing cognitive dissonance that inevitably leads to a greater awareness of their 'formed' reality and people are breaking out and saying no.
An essential mechanism of the guard are gatekeepers, whom we know as the 'expert class' and their purpose is to create the reality the powers that be want us to see. They rely on censorship to maintain their grip on people's reality. With the advent of social media, it became even easier because social media exceled at making people pariahs for thinking out loud, that is, until Musk bought Twitter (now X). And he made it OK for people to think out loud.
This was significant because Twitter's following made it easier for those who questioned our reality to make themselves heard, even to the point of seeing the 'expert class' start fracturing. Massive cognitive dissonance followed and since Musk's purchase of Twitter, we are seeing lots of people, massive number of them, saying no and seeking alternatives. And people, for once, knowing that they are individuals and have a right to break from their tribe. Having technology that allows tribes to form amongst geographically separated people makes it easier for people to seek a new tribe outside their neighborhood.
But it does lead to chaos because this process breaks down barriers that previously made us feel secure and once the grieving process completes, the powers that be can't put the genie back in the bottle and we can't unsee what we just saw.
Still, Truman found out. It took him a while, but he got out. Merryl could no longer handle it (‘it’s not professional’ she says) and was replaced (good for her).
There is always room for hope. And fwiw: haven’t we all been Truman? Haven’t we all got rid of Merryl?
I came to this revelation through another set of circumstances. My oldest child [ now in his 40’s ] was a vaccine injured child. Sadly, it took ‘covid’ to take me down memory lane and identify the chaos that was his childhood. From the acute, excruciatingly painful inflammatory bowel ‘syndrome’ that began 2 days after birth, serial ear infections, sinus infections and ADHD in the extreme – no daycare would take him. My life [ already difficult as a single mother, taking care of my father who was dying of cancer, attending college, babysitting part time with less than 4 hours of sleep a night for 3 years] now consisted of keeping him alive as he had no fear of consequences about anything. But I had my church. It was a real church. The kind everyone complains that there are none of. We had a bonfire picnic. Jxxx had just turned 4 years old. It was a true joy. My son could runaround the fire for as long as his legs could last. I could have a normal conversation without dragging him out of a tree or off a car roof. Or so I thought. At some point, I couldn’t see him. He had disappeared from the circle of children around the fire. I turned to an elder in the group that was talking. "I can’t see Jxxx". Now my son never fit in with he peers and often drifted. He walked erratically without purpose, his eyes wide, unfocused with his mouth slightly open. I expected to find him just beyond the firelight, but I did not. The elder and I began to search as the air in my lings stopped moving. 5 minutes, 10 minutes, 15 minutes. Suddenly about 50 feet in front of us, a car started and the headlights lit up. When they did, the silhouette of my son was clearly outlined in the cab of a truck parked directly in front of the lights. As we opened the door to let him out, the owner of the truck appeared. I apologized profusely - trying to explain that my son was always doing things like this etc. etc. A half an hour later, he asked if we could go home. He felt sick. He fell asleep in the car. I had to carry him into the small apartment. He stayed asleep as I put him to bed. I was restless and a terror was eating my gut. An impulse took me back into the bedroom. I undressed him completely and examined his whole body. I found nothing. The specter of molestation had haunted me ever since he had been born. I had been a victim myself and I concluded that I was being paranoid. By morning, I had shaken it off. Jxxx woke and was fine or I should say was just himself. 11 years later now 15 – we were sitting in my mother’s house chatting and he causally brought up the bonfire picnic. My heart paused for what seemed like an eternity. That man. He asked me if I wanted some apple juice. It didn’t taste like apple juice. It was dark. There was something heavy on my body. There was a bad smell. I was choking. I couldn’t breathe. I wanted you. The memory came back to me 5 years ago. I was afraid to tell you. He began to sob. So………………………..’ that man’ did not intend for him to be found. Perhaps the vaccine injuries and the incessant and unnatural energy emanating from my son woke him from whatever drug was in the apple juice far sooner than his torturer had anticipated. Or maybe if my son wasn’t so obviously vulnerable, the predator would not have picked him out from the others playing around fire. The memory of my embarrassed apologies to a monster that combed the community events page to steal the souls of children still causes a rage that I can only describe as other worldly. It would not be helpful to get into. In that disclosure, the frame shifted. It will never shift back. Nor would I want it to. The darkness that engulfed me after our conversation cannot be told. I was 50 feet away as my child was being torn by the most unimaginably unclean evil - at a church picnic. For days I thought I would actually die. I could not breathe. My heart would intermittently stop beating. I would fall to my knees uncontrollably. There were no tears. I had run out of those. My body had become nothing but a receptacle of undiluted psychic pain. Dying of a broken heart is not sentimental terminology. A door had opened into a reality of palpable living death. I have never been the same since. I have watched my son re-enact the defilement in every sphere of his life for 40 years. He wishes ‘than man’ had just killed him. Some days I feel the same. You can take this little story and replace the persons referenced as you please. The playbook makes only surface changes to keep the audience engaged. In my case, I never had a chance to hand back the star. I just happened to be in it’s immediate trajectory and it was a direct hit.
Yes indeed. I have had the honor of listening to other stories and I know I am very fortunate. God uses suffering as a tool to excise the rot that is in human nature. It SHOULD make us kind empathetic and courageous. I say that carefully, as today will not likely end without one or more opportunities for me to prove it! Jxxx refuses to go under the knife and I understand too well. why that is so. My soul awaits the end and the Great Inquiry. Thank you for the message!
This is one of the best things ever written about this whole debacle. 🙌
Maybe, but right now the Expose is also published it, almost the same and Hughes also pushed it on one of his new videos. I am curious what is the reason that the same info is coming from many places at almost the same time. Why everyone is suddenly obsessed to explain the hidden meanings behind the Truman Show?
Absolutely
This is gutting me. I'm a nurse in a hospital, I specialize in lactation. I know what's happening. I'm living this out at work. I do cautiously bring up That Which Shall Not Be Noticed to families when I think they might possibly listen to me. I will say that most families I have brought it up to have been receptive. I can think of 2 or 3 that were not receptive. I am very careful about who I say something to and I literally pray before my appointments for God to give me an obvious moment to bring it up if I should.
If families are not vaccinating, I look for an opening to bring it up so I can encourage them.
I am a Christian and God is my solace in this awful situation. I pray to be shown if I should leave this line of work altogether. I don't know what my future will be in medicine. I don't know how long someone can make it medicine once they have seen the man behind the curtain. I know viruses don't exist. I know all vaccines are harmful. I watch in real time daily at work what happens to the babies when they're vaccinated. Of course they can't feed well once they get the Hep B. Inevitably, they leave the next day having to bottle feed formula and then mom must start pumping to bring in her supply. We literally HAVE TO make this plan because the babies don't have the strength to feed at the breast. They also become so sleepy from their jaundice (AKA their livers processing the poisons).
The other piece I have seen is also the pediatrics clinics. I worked in one for a while in lactation. It was destroying me in real time. I sat 4 feet from a refrigerator full of vaccines. I heard a cacophony of cries the entire day of the children being injected. I had to leave.
I pray for God to direct me and give me discernment as to what I should do next. As well as for his protection as I speak the words I'm not supposed to speak.
My solace is the families that I know stopped vaccinating because of our conversations. I never would have met them if I hadn't been in the role.
🙏🏼
Yes. 100% dangerous medical doctors.
Attacking our children – A System That Feeds on Naivety
The violence is not dramatic.
It is procedural. It is polite. It is evidence-based machine orientation.
It happens in clean rooms with framed diplomas and softened voices.
A child enters as a living field of possibility.
The child leaves as a case – a machine to be repaired forever.
The Replacement of Ecology With Chemistry
A child is not a malfunctioning adult, a machine. A child is a self-regulating organism embedded in a relational and ecological matrix. The child is the most intact expression of organismic intelligence we will ever encounter.
Play regulates the organism. Movement calibrates perception. Curiosity seeks new knowledge. Social attunement organises physiology and social range.
But none of this is billable.
So when the organism protests confinement, we substitute environment with chemistry, shame and slavery.
Instead of restoring complexity, we dampen expression – silences the child – gagging the joy.
Instead of asking what conditions distorted the signal, we mute the signal.
We do not repair the ecology. We chemically – pharmacologically enforce adaptation with “unknown” harm and death.
The System That Holds It Together – Psychopathy at the structural level
Here is the harder truth.
Such a dark system cannot sustain itself on “science/ideology” alone. It requires psychological infrastructure.
It requires naivety and sacrifices. It requires negation. It requires corruption and moral rot.
It requires professionals who believe protocol equals morality.
It requires intellectual conformity dressed as rigor.
It requires the absence of self-reflection at institutional scale.
This is how psychopathy at the structural level operates—not through theatrical evil, but through emotional detachment from consequence.
Intellectual rot sets in when critical inquiry is replaced by allegiance to framework. When data is permitted only if it confirms prior assumptions. When curiosity and playfulness—the very trait we extinguish in children—is unwelcome inside our institutions.
Naivety becomes virtue. Compliance becomes professionalism. Doubt becomes deviance.
And the system holds.
Until it doesn’t.
https://vegetativetraining.wordpress.com/blind-trust-in-doctors-is-a-dangerous-delusion/
What a comment. Thanks. You are a hell of a writer.
"A child enters as a living field of possibility.
The child leaves as a case – a machine to be repaired forever."
Wonderful.
thx Horsea. im sending you good vibes here from bavaria.
When dealing with psychopathic dark reality orientations, gangsters, murderers in charge of a country/institutions, we must act with merciless counter power/attack.
Tyrants, coercive controllers, and predatory regimes and traditions do not negotiate with vulnerability. They escalate until stopped. This is observable at every scale:
narcissistic abusers escalate when boundaries are gentle or delayed
authoritarian regimes escalate when resistance is symbolic but non-disruptive
predatory institutions escalate when accountability lacks consequence
In such conditions, inaction is not neutrality—it is participation in harm.
The Necessity of Action: Directed Aggression as Restoration of Reality
Dark reality orientations persist not only because they attack feeling and experience, but because they exploit a widespread confusion about anger, aggression, and restraint. In many traditions—religious, political, and therapeutic alike—aggression is treated as inherently pathological. This misunderstanding is itself a feature of domination.
much much love to you here from bavaria
https://vegetativetraining.wordpress.com/dark-reality-orientation-the-attack-paradigm-self-regulation-and-the-war-on-feeling/
"In such conditions, inaction is not neutrality—it is participation in harm."
No kidding. What is the cure for cowardice, or to put it more kindly, lack of courage?
And thank you for the love & good vibes. Same from me to you. - Horsea.
I wish I had had a lactation consultant like you. It would have saved me and my sons from lifelong harms that I only recognized after the damage was done.
May God bless and protect you and give you direction for your future.
Thank you. What's hard is--how do you say it in the moment to someone who has never considered it? It's like--how do you poke through the paradigm but not lose their trust in the process? The job they come to see me for is to make a feeding plan etc, help with techniques and I don't want to lose their trust on that portion of my job.
I have developed a few ways to say something without saying it outright. For example, I will mention that sometimes babies will experience "a setback to their feeding" after they get "shots." I specifically say shots and not vaccines as I think it's less inflammatory. And I'll say "think of how you feel when you get a flu shot, super tired and want to sleep all day, that's how they feel too, but they're even smaller than us." And I'll say "it doesn't mean we won't do them, but it's good to know what to expect." Basically I say all that to hedge myself. And my main purpose with that is to just open up the IDEA ITSELF that vaccines CAUSE physical reactions so that maybe later that seed will sprout in their minds and grow.
I wish someone had told me as well. Anyone! It was the opposite. I brought up concerns for one of my kids because something happened right after a shot and I was still dismissed and told to keep to the schedule and to come in for extra appts to "catch up."
I have found homeopathy for myself and my kids and it is the only thing that has truly brought healing. We go to a professional. I highly recommend finding one if you're dealing with vaccine injuries. 🙏🏼🙏🏼 Blessings to you.
Congrats. And let us hope your prayers will be answered. While I'm here, I hope all readers understand that vaccinating is not the only severe stress which would induce difficulty in nursing a baby. Infant circumcision has been proved to be just as bad if not worse. With circumcision, the bond between mother and son is broken forever no matter how hard everyone tries to look the other way. The brain and body know.
There are to my knowledge private, self-employed lactation consultants. You can do this on your own and have freedom to say what you want.
What is the purpose of circumcision? Is there a practical reason for it, or is it just a traditional practice?
The worn out reason was for hygiene.
The other is for identification.
God bless you for your efforts.
Thank you, sincerely. 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
Maybe your most poignant and illuminating work ever.
I have lost many patients and referring physicians by raising vaccine questions.
I’m so glad you connected the dots & try & help others see. My mom was a nurse & realized too late.
I only figured it out because of what happened to my own kids. Once the proverbial "scales fell from my eyes" it became so plain to see. It's not the answer to every pediatric ailment but wow does it make SOOOOO many things make sense.
We share that same risk when we discuss this with patients. Trying to open people’s eyes and be dangerous.
Yes, it feels like a tightrope walk-- tell them something they have never considered while not losing their trust in the process.
You are a truly wonderful person and I applaud you from the bottom of my heart.
Thank you, I truly appreciate you taking the time to say so. 🙏🏼🙏🏼
God bless you!
I cannot imagine how conflicting and stressful your position must be at times, and I applaud your efforts to plant the seeds! You are changing/saving lives! I am grateful for people like you in the medical field, and I hope that our future sees more courageous doctors and nurses speaking out the truth on the harms of vaccines and pharmaceutical products. ❤️💙🙏
You are Very brave.
Wh do you mean “viruses don’t exist?” I’m asking for real. I don’t know what that means
This can help with the answer
https://unbekoming.substack.com/p/no-virus-a-systematic-examination
Virology is a essentially a failed science and the methods that virologists use to show that viruses exist at all are fundamentally flawed. Illness exists and is plainly observable. But "viruses" don't cause illness. Look at the work of doctors Tom Cowan, Sam Bailey, Mark Bailey, and Andrew Kauffman as well as reseachers Mike Stone (of ViroLIEgy--on substack) and Jamie Andrews. There's also a group called The Perth Group which organized around this during the HIV/AIDS era. There's also the work of Dr. Stefan Lanka The most complete book on the topic is called Virus Mania. Another book in the same vein that's highly readable is "Can You Catch a Cold?" By Daniel Roytas. Or listen to podcasts by any of these people.
When I first encountered the idea I was sure it must be false. But I'm a curious person and a few months later the concept kept popping into my mind and I decided to pull on the thread. If you dig in, get ready to be a social pariah if you bring it up to friends and family. 😂 And honestly, I don't bring it up much to anyone. It's too out there for most people to even consider. But I have read enough to be satisfied with the fact that viruses do not exist and are not the cause of disease.
Ok, I do love to read, and I’m absolutely up for digging into obscure subjects. I will check this stuff out! Might take a year to finish it, but that’s ok
A year well spent
So what does cause the illness then?
"So what does cause the illness then?"
Asking that question before you have investigated whether viruses actually exist or not is the equivalent of handing back the Truman Show's metaphorical fallen studio light before having examined it properly. For example, it is not necessary to establish who is guilty of a crime in order to establish that a wrongly accused person is innocent. The existence of viruses and the cause of disease are two related but separate questions. Conflating them only leads to confusion.
When the evidence for the existence of viruses is critically examined, it is found to be inconclusive at best and downright fraudulent at worst. Furthermore, there is absolutely no evidence showing that the claimed microscopic particles dubbed viruses are guilty of causing disease. On top of which, hundreds of experiments designed to prove that these as yet unproven viruses are then transmitted between people have, over a period of two centuries, all spectacularly failed to achieve a positive result. Thus, contagion is shown to be but a failed theory which seeks to explain the accurate observation that certain symptoms do appear to occur in clusters, but has in fact proven itself to be false.
At this point in your research, you will have cleared out all the debris of deception and error, and will find yourself standing in an empty studio set, ready to ask what then actually causes disease.
The answer to that, sadly, is that having wasted so much time lost in error, fraud and illusion, we still don't know for sure.
Before truth can be found, the lies that occult it must be exposed. Until we can dispel the murderously toxic mess that is virology, upon which all modern medicine is based, we will not be able to address the true cause of disease.
Fear of ill health has always provided fertile ground for snake oil peddling charlatans, who profit infinitely more from causing disease than curing it. So, of course, there are many alternative theories out there. Some like New German Medicine or Terrain theory look promising. Others are just more fear inducing mumbo-jumbo like virology. Proceed with caution.
The homeopathic model of illness and health makes the most sense to me. There are many possible triggers for an acute illness--fatigue, shock/fright, spoiled food, mental and emotional strain, malnutrition, fear, etc. The homeopathic model seeks to strengthen a person's constitution so they can better cope with any situation they encounter.
I was in a pretty bad state of health when I first encountered homeopathy. I went to see a professional after feeling like I had exhausted all other avenues. I TRULY did not think it was going to work. Well, it did work! I used to have daily headaches, terrible GI issues and I had to eat a super restrictive diet. Now headaches are gone, I can eat all foods again without reacting, no GI issues. And the anxiety that plagued me is much improved.
Highly recommend finding a homeopath to help you if you're facing any health issues!
The usual acute illnesses are a cleanout, a detox, a rebalancing. Nature at work, trying to keep you going (though I am sure that Nature wonders whether ungrateful humans deserve this second chance.) Those whose bodies are so weak that they can't produce these beneficial though unpleasant events are unfortunate indeed.
Dr sam bailey
May God Blesd you! If only more like yourself would have your courage and do what you are doing.
I myself found through my researching. And in my very small way I too have passed on to my customers the title of books that the pregnant couples should put on their priority reading list . Some I hear back from and thank me.
Every little bit is helpful. If you and I did not have the contact then we could not make thais difference in keeping these kids safe! Keep going. You are doing God’s Work. The opportunities present to us, by God’s hands. And you have acted. God is strengthening you. Maybe h you ou are not getting “ an answer” because he’s already told you what you should be doing. You know in your heart the reward. You saved parents and their children from a life less perfect than God intended for them.
Hopefully others read this and realize that passing out the knowledge for informed consent is the BEST GIFT OF THEIR LIVES.
If most doctors don’t do it then we must try and do this.
God wants Truth,
Be Brave People. You must be Brave. No one is going to come and save us.
My daughter was born in 1987 and by some miracle I chose a family doctor who told us he did not recommend giving the shots that were considered normal at that time. It was many years later when I learned about the laws that protect the vaccine industry... not the children...passed in 1986. Our family physician obviously knew about that and had the wisdom to understand what it meant! He is no longer with us, but I wish I could thank him! 🤗
Yes. 100% dangerous medical doctors.
Attacking our children – A System That Feeds on Naivety
The violence is not dramatic.
It is procedural. It is polite. It is evidence-based machine orientation.
It happens in clean rooms with framed diplomas and softened voices.
A child enters as a living field of possibility.
The child leaves as a case – a machine to be repaired forever.
The Replacement of Ecology With Chemistry
A child is not a malfunctioning adult, a machine. A child is a self-regulating organism embedded in a relational and ecological matrix. The child is the most intact expression of organismic intelligence we will ever encounter.
Play regulates the organism. Movement calibrates perception. Curiosity seeks new knowledge. Social attunement organises physiology and social range.
But none of this is billable.
So when the organism protests confinement, we substitute environment with chemistry, shame and slavery.
Instead of restoring complexity, we dampen expression – silences the child – gagging the joy.
Instead of asking what conditions distorted the signal, we mute the signal.
We do not repair the ecology. We chemically – pharmacologically enforce adaptation with “unknown” harm and death.
The System That Holds It Together – Psychopathy at the structural level
Here is the harder truth.
Such a dark system cannot sustain itself on “science/ideology” alone. It requires psychological infrastructure.
It requires naivety and sacrifices. It requires negation. It requires corruption and moral rot.
It requires professionals who believe protocol equals morality.
It requires intellectual conformity dressed as rigor.
It requires the absence of self-reflection at institutional scale.
This is how psychopathy at the structural level operates—not through theatrical evil, but through emotional detachment from consequence.
Intellectual rot sets in when critical inquiry is replaced by allegiance to framework. When data is permitted only if it confirms prior assumptions. When curiosity and playfulness—the very trait we extinguish in children—is unwelcome inside our institutions.
Naivety becomes virtue. Compliance becomes professionalism. Doubt becomes deviance.
And the system holds.
Until it doesn’t.
https://vegetativetraining.wordpress.com/blind-trust-in-doctors-is-a-dangerous-delusion/
I could have been the grandmother in your story, but for Covid. The Covid deception I saw through your essays and the essays of others like you truly opened my eyes. I was able to convince my daughter and son in law and I now have a completely unvaccinated year old grandchild. She will never get a vaccine and didn’t even get the vitamin K shot. I am so grateful to you.
This is the most beautifully and creatively written essay I have read. The comparation is mind blowing. Not to mention the content… Thank you for this reading delicacy.
Wow! This is incredible. Before I was even pregnant with my daughter, I had an overwhelming feeling to not vaccinate her. I was met with immediate resistance, anger and shaming. But something within me would not let up. I had never read a thing, received ALL of my vaccines as a kid (and developed Crohn's disease at aged 7) and had no reason to not vaccinate her. But I stuck to my guns, eventually began reading and was utterly shocked at this barbaric practice. My daughter is 16 years old, completely healthy and has not one vaccine in her body.
..."The people inside the office are not lying"...they are more brain dead than the mother and they are lying to themselves if they believe that toxic vaccinations are the fountain of health and long life. Pure and simple, never mind the subtle game show that is playing out.
There is no firm evidence anywhere that can support poisoning a baby, young child or an adult with vaccines and even drugs as a means to promote health and longevity. Vaccinations are quite insane and both the medical staff and the parents are duped into participating in this utterly gruesome and torturous ritual.
For the staff...the fear of losing an income. For the parents...the fear of losing a child to some ridiculous virus or disease. Is living is these kind of fears providing the richness of living a satisfying and honest life? Never watched "The Truman Show".
Exactly. Fear drives the whole thing. Same thing that makes people afraid to age. They fear what comes next.
What becomes ubiquitrous and ruthless amongst the vaxxed that BELIEVED in the whole CoronaPrank is yelling and screaming about the money! They cannot envision that there are so many others that are in the same situation, so they consolidate their lives, mainly economic.
Even many those that understand they have been "had" cannot think beyond this consolidation: many have ignored the sovereignty questions because these questions are not proffered in education, so they are unable to articulate.
Think of how the Canadian Trucker Protest was ended: by the invoking the Ukraine Project... and a year later, the Genocide of Palestinians. Since people gave up on themselves they do not have the compassion to understand what others are enduring, especially when they are not self-inflicted, like wars and genocide.
Wow! What an excellent essay. A gem. Thank you for articulating so perfectly the insanity of the Childhood schedule and the reasons it continues without most people questioning it. I remember during the PLANdemic a conversation with my sister trying to explain to her how it was planned and it was fake "we are in week 54 of two weeks to flatten the curve". She turned to me, rather aggressively, and said "If that was true, everyone would have to be in on it." Exactly. Thank you again. LOVE your posts. You do not mince words.
"If that were true, everyone would have to be in on it". It's like a script line, given to everyone through the propaganda machine. Who, among us, haven't had that response, those very words?
The thing is, "everyone would have to be in on it" is not even true. Only those at the top levels need to be in on it. The rest of them, many of whom are good-hearted people who sincerely want to help, just need to believe in the system and not question it.
Well, yes and no. As we learned from the partial release of the Epsten files, the Covid fraud was planned back in 2007. They needed to get the majority of the institutions on the planet on board with this plan i.e. University administrators, unions, school boards, hospital administrators, corporate CEOs, etc. And if need be, in that span of 13 years, install their own guards to enforce the fear mongering and the mandates. It was a top-down directive. Of those guards, some were coerced through payments, some went along because they are psychopaths, some just obedient...
Financial pressure from above seems to be extremely effective on the typical medical professional who is heavily indebted and cant make money without permission from big institutions. Plus people stake their reputation on the system, so to question it would undermine their own identity, and they cant risk it. Seemed like the most outspoken skeptic doctors were older and peobably financially independent.
There is another side to that web of relationships that act as guards. They also act as social proof. I for example had few to none of these sunk costs or relationships, but that simply made me easy to dismiss as a crank. No amount of statistical or probability theory arguments can sway somebody who who just insists on believing what their tribe or their tribe believes. It really was like talking to religiuus fundamentalists. Nothing could sway them.
Just as the Truman show encompasses the world in dark spell, so too does medicine and especially vaccines: https://unorthodoxy.substack.com/p/the-complete-vaccine-harm-profile
The more I learn, the more I realise that trust and scepticism aren’t opposites—they need each other. The goal isn’t to distrust people. It’s to remain curious, ask better questions and let the evidence lead, even when it’s uncomfortable. I think that’s a principle worth applying far beyond medicine.
Yes, indeed. Curiosity is a positive trait. People who quote "curiosity killed the cat" as a warning leave off the rest of the aphorism — "but satisfaction brought it back."
I have always found “The Truman Show” to be disturbing. I felt conned after watching it; perhaps because it demonstrated the con of the world we live in.
My Son had 6-8 pediatricians growing up. I never trusted any of them.
The tragedy are all the "actors" (ie whores) who do, and will continue to do, it all for money.
Truman was but one person. A minority of the grossest kind. Kind of like you and me.
This essay does describe human behavior. However, seeing what is happening now, the chaos caused by competing narratives, more information about rigged scientific studies and doctors coming out of their cocoons and talking about their careers, people are experiencing cognitive dissonance that inevitably leads to a greater awareness of their 'formed' reality and people are breaking out and saying no.
An essential mechanism of the guard are gatekeepers, whom we know as the 'expert class' and their purpose is to create the reality the powers that be want us to see. They rely on censorship to maintain their grip on people's reality. With the advent of social media, it became even easier because social media exceled at making people pariahs for thinking out loud, that is, until Musk bought Twitter (now X). And he made it OK for people to think out loud.
This was significant because Twitter's following made it easier for those who questioned our reality to make themselves heard, even to the point of seeing the 'expert class' start fracturing. Massive cognitive dissonance followed and since Musk's purchase of Twitter, we are seeing lots of people, massive number of them, saying no and seeking alternatives. And people, for once, knowing that they are individuals and have a right to break from their tribe. Having technology that allows tribes to form amongst geographically separated people makes it easier for people to seek a new tribe outside their neighborhood.
But it does lead to chaos because this process breaks down barriers that previously made us feel secure and once the grieving process completes, the powers that be can't put the genie back in the bottle and we can't unsee what we just saw.
Still, Truman found out. It took him a while, but he got out. Merryl could no longer handle it (‘it’s not professional’ she says) and was replaced (good for her).
There is always room for hope. And fwiw: haven’t we all been Truman? Haven’t we all got rid of Merryl?
The Wound Installed Early - Another Angle
I came to this revelation through another set of circumstances. My oldest child [ now in his 40’s ] was a vaccine injured child. Sadly, it took ‘covid’ to take me down memory lane and identify the chaos that was his childhood. From the acute, excruciatingly painful inflammatory bowel ‘syndrome’ that began 2 days after birth, serial ear infections, sinus infections and ADHD in the extreme – no daycare would take him. My life [ already difficult as a single mother, taking care of my father who was dying of cancer, attending college, babysitting part time with less than 4 hours of sleep a night for 3 years] now consisted of keeping him alive as he had no fear of consequences about anything. But I had my church. It was a real church. The kind everyone complains that there are none of. We had a bonfire picnic. Jxxx had just turned 4 years old. It was a true joy. My son could runaround the fire for as long as his legs could last. I could have a normal conversation without dragging him out of a tree or off a car roof. Or so I thought. At some point, I couldn’t see him. He had disappeared from the circle of children around the fire. I turned to an elder in the group that was talking. "I can’t see Jxxx". Now my son never fit in with he peers and often drifted. He walked erratically without purpose, his eyes wide, unfocused with his mouth slightly open. I expected to find him just beyond the firelight, but I did not. The elder and I began to search as the air in my lings stopped moving. 5 minutes, 10 minutes, 15 minutes. Suddenly about 50 feet in front of us, a car started and the headlights lit up. When they did, the silhouette of my son was clearly outlined in the cab of a truck parked directly in front of the lights. As we opened the door to let him out, the owner of the truck appeared. I apologized profusely - trying to explain that my son was always doing things like this etc. etc. A half an hour later, he asked if we could go home. He felt sick. He fell asleep in the car. I had to carry him into the small apartment. He stayed asleep as I put him to bed. I was restless and a terror was eating my gut. An impulse took me back into the bedroom. I undressed him completely and examined his whole body. I found nothing. The specter of molestation had haunted me ever since he had been born. I had been a victim myself and I concluded that I was being paranoid. By morning, I had shaken it off. Jxxx woke and was fine or I should say was just himself. 11 years later now 15 – we were sitting in my mother’s house chatting and he causally brought up the bonfire picnic. My heart paused for what seemed like an eternity. That man. He asked me if I wanted some apple juice. It didn’t taste like apple juice. It was dark. There was something heavy on my body. There was a bad smell. I was choking. I couldn’t breathe. I wanted you. The memory came back to me 5 years ago. I was afraid to tell you. He began to sob. So………………………..’ that man’ did not intend for him to be found. Perhaps the vaccine injuries and the incessant and unnatural energy emanating from my son woke him from whatever drug was in the apple juice far sooner than his torturer had anticipated. Or maybe if my son wasn’t so obviously vulnerable, the predator would not have picked him out from the others playing around fire. The memory of my embarrassed apologies to a monster that combed the community events page to steal the souls of children still causes a rage that I can only describe as other worldly. It would not be helpful to get into. In that disclosure, the frame shifted. It will never shift back. Nor would I want it to. The darkness that engulfed me after our conversation cannot be told. I was 50 feet away as my child was being torn by the most unimaginably unclean evil - at a church picnic. For days I thought I would actually die. I could not breathe. My heart would intermittently stop beating. I would fall to my knees uncontrollably. There were no tears. I had run out of those. My body had become nothing but a receptacle of undiluted psychic pain. Dying of a broken heart is not sentimental terminology. A door had opened into a reality of palpable living death. I have never been the same since. I have watched my son re-enact the defilement in every sphere of his life for 40 years. He wishes ‘than man’ had just killed him. Some days I feel the same. You can take this little story and replace the persons referenced as you please. The playbook makes only surface changes to keep the audience engaged. In my case, I never had a chance to hand back the star. I just happened to be in it’s immediate trajectory and it was a direct hit.
We are all given a row to hoe, and you and your son, seemingly godforsaken, have been given more than your share, way more.
Never Give Up. Ever. If you have to live to 100, never give up.
Yes indeed. I have had the honor of listening to other stories and I know I am very fortunate. God uses suffering as a tool to excise the rot that is in human nature. It SHOULD make us kind empathetic and courageous. I say that carefully, as today will not likely end without one or more opportunities for me to prove it! Jxxx refuses to go under the knife and I understand too well. why that is so. My soul awaits the end and the Great Inquiry. Thank you for the message!
Brilliant!